Plenty of noises in my Mind, going in Circles and some times going in defined directions.
So ...
A PEN in one hand & WINE in another as I sit here & write ...
About my own Illusions, my Dreams, my Passions,
my Life-time ( I prefer to say "Lost" ) Memories,
my Lyrical Expressions, my Realities &
Above all about my final payment to a thing called "Love" -
i.e My Tears.


That's why I don't want to revisit those times ... But I don't want to forget those "Names" that made me "Dear Me".
As I write , I still feel her presence at my side .
My words for her never go "too dumb to exist". This is all that I've got to say ...
So a long & a long to-write list .I fear if I'll forget anything & leave a gap that will never be filled.
So ...
Cheers to my inner soul who is a
A Dreamer of his own world ...
A Poet of his own fantasies ...
A Person with a questionable reputation
A Person in search of his own excellence ...

With all Smiles, Pleasures & Love
Yojan

Tags: my mind's illusions
Current Mood: lonely

WHO AM I ?

I am a cute Child to My Mom, for She is My Everything - I love My Mother very much.
I have only one wish in my life -
" When I lie my head on My Mom's lap and the moment I feel her Care and affection,
I want to die ".

I am a lovable son to my Dad, for he is my strength & true example of my inner character.

A smart kid to whom smiling is very functional. Coz of this I may look innocent !!! ( For God's sake I'm not )

A sophisticated school boy who would show interest in any subject and would remember it.

An Young admirer of Beauty - Romantic & Passionate all the times - But not to worry - "I'm Committed".
I love singing in the rain, looking into a pair of beautiful eyes ( Beautiful = Expressive = Childish ),
sleeping in thunder nights, walking in the clouded evenings, dancing in colorful & sexy bizarre etc ...
A long -to write list in short " I LOVE MY NATURE "

A Talented Lover - What my Friends Say about Me? - Mind I doubt it !!!
They donno a secret - Only a 3 "S" Miss can show me a bliss - Shy & Sensitive & Sentimental One.
If I see a girl of this type, My heart skips a beat.

A Lonely Traveller - always thinking of my Dear Me (?) , for she never understands ME.
But "I know a fact ,I can never understand a Girl". Now I am trying hard to decode the way a girl's complex mind thinks.
I think this may take a mile's journey in my life.

A Tech Savvy - to whom Learning is quite natural. I sincerely thank HIM for that.

A Dreamer of My Own World - So I'm quite forgetful about the realities. My Mind is the culprit.
I never feel wrong if I transfer myself to 'My Virtuality',
coz My Mind is cluttered with so many things and beware of you if you wanna enter into it's domain.
So dudes if you wanna talk to me please see that you speak to my eyes !!!
But for dudettes - If you do so - Can create another problem ? So innovate a way ...

Above all I love to be alone, I love wandering in the darkness in my dreams. I believe in my fleeting fancies.
These times gives me a chance to retrospect my commitment & I pass my purity/sanity test.
May sound surprise / strange.

And now I feel that an inner me blossomming up slowly -
"I want to live for humanity. I know it's very hard in my life. But it is worth 100%."

( Ah, This is the sad introduction of Nobody Me ... Well-Known to all my friends. )

Yojan

Tags: dear me !!!
Current Mood: cheerful